Artworks - 2026

I was suddenly hit by the realization that my cat is already a senior. I can't help but overthink what would happen if I wake up and no one's asking for food or whatever anymore. So I drew that feeling. I love to bury my face in his belly which is what's shown in this art as well.

You may not believe it; but I’m an RnB singer. I did many solo acoustic gigs and so I care about my voice. But there was a part of my life where cigarettes were my best friend. Although it’s been almost a decade since I stopped, I still remember how light everything feels after I light a cigarette. That blissful feeling is what I wanted to convey in this art.

It stings a bit when I look at 'Delusions'. I haven't been able to show it well, but this scene shows a man kissing the lady in a TV monitor. It's an exact scene that happened to me - I was so captivated that I ended up kissing my computer monitor, and then struck with feelings of despair and hopelessness. Thus, only the lady in the TV has colors and everything is just grayscale. This scene's composition is heavily influenced by the 'Young Frankenstein" movie in 1974.

'Filth in the Beauty'... is something I truly hate. I'm not a fan of NSFW nor have I drawn one aside from this in my entire life. One day, I stumbled upon an article about a Japanese idol shifting to JAV because they wanted a name for themselves, or they just want to 'Shine'. I spent many time looking for answers as to 'why JAV' that I didn't realize I only have 2 hours left to sleep before work. So I decided to draw 'Filth in the Beauty'. I wanted to portray more 'filth' but settled with this scene. Originally, the title of this artwork is 'Shining', but I was reminded of a song from one of my favorite VKei bands. Sound's like 'The Gazette'? yes, the Filth in the Beauty song exactly.

'A Hint to Narcissism' is the second artwork I painted after 'Despair Darling'. Just like what happened with 'July's Lullaby', during the creation of 'Despair Darling' I thought I really become good at painting/drawing... until the artwork is done and I saw all the imperfections and opportunities. That feeling of something close to narcissism is what brought to this art. Originally, it was supposed to be a temple made with jade that bounces reflections of his face all over the place, but I had to change the composition due to my incompetence.

It was almost Valentines, and I wanted to put out something due to remembering a distant memory. I have been watching a vtuber named '雲丹天まろ’ for a while and I thought she's really a likeable person. 'She's the kind you'd want to date' - I thought. And so I tried recreating the scene from a long time ago and turned it into 'Vivid Memory'.

'Sleep tight, My Lady' is fun and cute. I'm watching a vtuber named '歌恋憂’. Her content includes sleeping on stream that I find really cute and relaxing, I'm actually looking forward to it sometimes. So on her third anniversary, I thought of re-creating a scene where she slept through most of it and it became this art. Her wings on cake showing how peacefully she sleeps (˶˃𐃷˂˶)

When I started to take art seriously, I always wanted to create art that tells stories. For the first time in 3 years I made my very first art that tells a story - the inspiration for this is a vtuber named 'July's Song’. She sings like a real angel, and her repertoire is not something I hear everyday. Listening to her felt exactly like an angel playing harp alone in a forest. While some may see this art as something hopeful, like a ray of light in a dark forest, in my eyes it’s the opposite.